Monday, February 25, 2013

Confessions: February 18th - 22nd

 Monday Feb. 18th: I could spend hours just thinking... Honestly not only can I think or hours, I do so quite frequently. Even though I talk a lot its basically to cover up my nervousness, because I'd rather spend the day lost in thought then acknowledging other people.
Tuesday Feb. 19th: I act like a child... I really do,just this weekend my best friend and I pretended to be spies and spied on her older sister and her boyfriend while hiding behind trees.

Wednesday Feb. 20th: My interest is piqued by the strangest things... Honestly I'm amazed by such tiny things like a speck of dust or a shiny rock. Sometimes its really sad how easily I can be distracted by little things.

 Thursday Feb. 21st: I get lost in my thoughts... So not only can I think about things for hours, I go in great depth in my thoughts and have levels and levels of possibilities and combinations for just one single thought. I guess you could say I have an overactive mind.

Friday Feb. 22nd: I think up strange things that no one else understands... Very detailed random things that are complete nonsense, for example the Chicken-Squirrel, but I'll explain that on  a later date.

Monday, February 18, 2013

My Friends

So I'm not gonna Lie, I'm pretty lame... So I don't have a lot of friends. But Since I talk a lot I have a large number of acquaintances. But in reality I have about 3 or 4 friends...4 if you count my cat Noah as a friend!!

This Picture is of one of my very odd friends. And this picture was taken without permission and scared me half to death when I saw it in my pictures.

This is a picture of me and my BESTEST FRIEND EVER!!! I love you No-3l!! She is the greatest and one of my other Friends happens to be her older sister Sarah who is SUPER tall!!

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Confession: February 11th - 15th

 Monday Feb. 11th: I'm pale... Seriously pale, like I'm so pale I probably reflect sunlight!! I don't tan, I burn. Oh and to make it even better I've been called a "Vampire" on multiple occasions.

Tuesday Feb. 12th: I'm losing my mind... Slowly but surely. I'm convinced due to my family's history of mental illness and my evident partial lack of sanity, that I'm losing my mind piece by piece.

Wednesday Feb. 13th: I have an overactive conscience... Honestly that about says it all. My mind is constantly swarming with things and always trying to figure things out. Of course I tend to blame myself on the inside due to my overactive conscience but I blame others on the outside when in reality I feel that its all my fault.

Thursday Feb. 14th: I feel like no one would want me... I mean seriously look at me!! I'm such a mess and to add on to that there are so many things that are wrong with me!! I feel so unwanted. But thats my fault for being such a freak right?

Friday Feb. 15th: I have trouble putting my thoughts in words... Its sad but true, and causes me a lot of problems. In my head everything makes sense! Before I try talking I know exactly what to say! But when I open my mouth everything gets all jumbled up!!


Macbook + Bored Teen + Substitute = Total Randomness

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

My Best Friend Is AMAZING!!

 So my best Friend left this really amazingly sweet and amusing letter on my lap top

Harold Dearest
I feel really pointless right now.. I'm waisting 3 hours of my life feeling like a loser. So I've decided to write you a letter about how much I love you!

I love love love your face & your background picture as well! Before you I was just a silent lady and had almost everyone convinced I was a mute. You accepted me nonetheless and made me feel better than I actually am. You are truly an inspiration to me... the way you speak your mind and even though I know you're self consious (I would correct that but your computer is stupid)  and think very little of yourself. you have a lot to offer the world and you really are a gorgeous piece of lady cake, the prettistest of them all! Don't listen to all the ninnys that say you're too loud and hurl all those other insults at you.. (they're stupid) Your loudness is what makes you who you are and it's one of the many reasons we're best friends.. However, I'm not gonna lie, you are annoying sometimes just as I'm a stubborn stupid face... it's part of being human we all have faults.. and we NEED those faults to survive in this sorry ass world. Just remember, when you're feeling low that You are who you are and if people don't like it they can fall in a hole. you don't need other people's approval to be happy. When you feel alone.. remember, I'm here.. and when I'm not or your mad at me or some other reason God is there and I'm pretty sure he can do a helluva lot more than I can. Just open yourself up to him... If you're still with me... I love you dearly and I can't wait to see what this year has to bring us! *& don't forget about your hunky hot british man! don't give up on him and don't settle for anything less even if you think it's what you want okay well byee my love
ps I miss your face! I think mrs. carver split us up on purpose D}: